Great topic! And a brave piece of writing. I related to a lot of it -- certainly that desperate longing for recognition. It’s not as intense as it once was but it’s still there. My questions these days are more about how can I impress myself? What’s possible? And sometimes that dovetails with impressing others but sometimes it doesn’t. I don’t think either is bad. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to recognized for your gifts. The art just seems to be in not letting that desire consume you. I dunno, still figuring all that out. :)
thanks so much Sara <3 I really appreciate your comment as I admire your writing and way of being. Glad to see the path gets more and more 'enlightened' for those of us who search hehe
Caryn, love this. Fame has been a driving desire since I can remember, even as a little kid. I used to look at my parents and their friends and think, "How can they be happy living these normal lives? No one knows who they are!" :) I'd love to read more about your unlearning process around authentic connection too, as that's something I've struggled with.
Great topic! And a brave piece of writing. I related to a lot of it -- certainly that desperate longing for recognition. It’s not as intense as it once was but it’s still there. My questions these days are more about how can I impress myself? What’s possible? And sometimes that dovetails with impressing others but sometimes it doesn’t. I don’t think either is bad. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with wanting to recognized for your gifts. The art just seems to be in not letting that desire consume you. I dunno, still figuring all that out. :)
thanks so much Sara <3 I really appreciate your comment as I admire your writing and way of being. Glad to see the path gets more and more 'enlightened' for those of us who search hehe
Caryn, love this. Fame has been a driving desire since I can remember, even as a little kid. I used to look at my parents and their friends and think, "How can they be happy living these normal lives? No one knows who they are!" :) I'd love to read more about your unlearning process around authentic connection too, as that's something I've struggled with.
thank you so much Ryan! Yes that stuff I am slowly figuring out too!